Wednesday, September 29, 2021

(I Long To Be) Close to Me: Karen Carpenter’s “Me Decade” Dilemma


If the “Me Decade” was about an (American) populace turning near completely inwards in fear of further disillusionment and anguish (therefore deepening just as much of both still and not realizing it), then Karen Carpenter’s richly introspective, intimate, desperately searching voice was *the* voice to signify and define the variegated schizophrenic realities of the 1970s.


While the contrasting duality of her voice and the turmoil of her persona in and of themselves are symbolic of her era, what more than anything underscores her significance is that her singular brand of introspection was completely without affectation or ego. The innate lack of self-aggrandizement she possessed and expressed through her inimitable technique stands in seemingly sharp contrast to a forever-changed landscape which, on the surface, wasn’t interested in such modest modes of communication anymore. In other words, Karen’s crooning, measured, interior voice was not of the self-pitying, self-obsessed variety, but rather an empathetic one with hopes to open up something in others, while simultaneously striving to make small artistic statements that she could resolutely call her own. The emotional appeal of her voice is eternal, yet she particularly unearthed the underlying emotional vulnerabilities and questioning sensibilities that even those locked within themselves, in fear of the world and people around them, had issues coming to terms with in the 70s. Her own personal torment, a vehicle that - quietly, unsuspectingly -uncovered the reality under the superficiality of the era.


What Karen alone inadvertently exposes is that the kind of supposed “self-healing” of Americans in the 1970s was largely not of a forward-thinking nexus of social, emotional, and cultural discourse, but rather just an unhealthy means of rippling self-indulgence, narcissism, and excess to escape any responsibility on a grand scale after the national scars formed in the late 1960s. The direct praise she received from president Richard Nixon (a man who was in large part responsible for America’s early 70s upheaval) for being “young America at its very best” almost today seems like a silent apology; she’s tending to and soothing the wounds that he opened up for millions. Ironically, by the late 70s both Carpenters and Nixon were chucked aside by the American public, despite one clearly deserving of the treatment and the other utterly flummoxed as to why they could be treated in such a way after all they did to help — further conveying the frustrating, complicated aura of the decade. The finding of the “true self” was often just as much of a self-deceiving lie as those of the ones American’s heard on a daily basis blaring from their televisions and radios.


Though the music and Karen’s voice have boundless, universally human identification, it’s a voice that is quintessentially American on the surface - dreamy, nostalgic, polished, wistful - qualities that America prides itself on for the sake of its own image of greatness and a history of nobility. But through her phrasing, tone and technical abilities that fuel those pearlescent surfaces, Karen reveals dimensions of crippling, paradoxical melancholy that she, and millions of others, could sadly claim as a (now) intrinsic element of their selves. 


In contrast to the old fashioned, classical sound of Richard’s lush arrangements, Karen’s voice sounds like it’s endlessly contemplating the modernity that has shaped her private world and why it keeps her trapped there. The arrangements give off an air of baroque styled, airy Los Angeles originated strains while still balancing classical elements, with Karen’s supple contralto exploring both the epochal depression of 1970s Southern California malaise and the broader sweep of a country that believed it to be metaphorical Utopia. 


Perhaps the biggest, most devastatingly tragic irony of Karen’s story and thriving popularity in this era is that her near total lack of ego - self-confidence, self-care, self-importance, self-worth, self-love - is exactly what led to her early death, when for so many it was the only way that they were able to survive and thrive. Her voice manifested such thoughts, feelings and ideas to others, but she was unable to collect them within herself as a way of personal empowerment and defiant independence against the forces that kept her self locked away. When you take away the surface of facile wholesomeness you’ll find a buried concept of truth braided with artistry, the potentially painful combination that she sought to be celebrated for and personally recognized by.


Nothing demonstrates and encapsulates the darkest corners of human nature more than a throughly selfless individual, on a personal and professional scale, stripped of agency, love, worth, fulfillment and wholeness, while those around her demanded and were granted such rights of humanity. But the 1970s didn’t last forever.


Like the enigmatic abyss forever echoing in Karen’s lonely tones, the yearning quest for a blissful inner life is timeless. And it always feels like it’s only just begun 


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